Kakak ku nak pergi Korea. Tempat first yang kakak aku pergi tanpa family. Dia punya perasaan, membosankan, takde feeling, hati batu... entahlah. Kalau aku, dah lama kot melompat dari atas ke bawah. Atau aku pergi jogging ke, entahlah bagi aku itulah cara aku lepas stress atau lepaskan rasa gemuruh. Tengok langit kan best! Aku berharap, kakak aku tak bawak balik sarung tangan korea, tapi aku harap dia bawak balik tuan punya sarung tangan (laki tau!) Persediaan dia macam, bagi aku bapak grand gile. Kitorang dah tawaf Alamanda, Aeon Big dekat Setiawangsa, even KLCC pun kitorang pergi just nak cari barang minah ni yang sangat berterabur. Kebanyakan baju yang dia bawak kali ni, baju yang dia jarang pakai. Tapi alhamdullilah beg dia yang kecik tu pun separuh je dia pakai. Dia pakai kasut. Takde bawak kasut spare, entah tak tahu kenapa. Perfume mesti dia bawak. Almaklumlah taknak lah busyuk depan orang korea ni. Kakak, benda pertama yang kau kena rasa dekat sana nanti ialah kimchi tau! Pastikan makan banyak 2 dalam satu masa. Hahahaha mesti gerenti menangis nye. Haaaaaa, lagi satu dia nak gi melawat University of Incheon. Tempat Running Man pernah bertanding Huuuuuu!!! And... still dia macam patung. Tadak perasaan. Pape jelah kakak. Semoga selamat pergi, selamat kembali dan selamat ....selamatlah... haaa aku pun dah jadi blur semacam >< Bye you' alls!

Alhamdullilah Alhamdullilah Alhamdullilah,
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya engkau telah banyak memberiku kejayaan
Hanya aku yang tutup mata membutakan diri sendiri
Setiap kali aku berasa akulah makhluk paling sedih
Aku mohonkan keajaiban daripadamu
Setiap kali itu juga bagi aku, Engkau berpaling dariku
Engkau tidak mendengar rintihanku
Namun yang berpaling dari aku bukanlah engkau
Tetapi aku
Akulah yang berpaling terhadap engkau
Selalu dan mungkin selamanya
Walaupun begitu engkau tetap memberikan sinar cahaya
Untuk menerangi malamku yang suram ini
Ya Allah aku bersyukur, aku percaya akan engkau
Percaya akan takdir engkau
Aku pasti engkau mendengar doaku selama ini
Ya Allah ampunkan dosa hamba sehina aku ini Ya Allah

Terima kasih Ya Allah
Kerana engkau aku berjumpa IS
Kerana engkau ku tabah menghadapi amarah aku terhadap kedua ibu bapa aku
Kerana engkau aku tahu Physic, Chemistry, dengan Add math
kini bukan satu penghalang untuk aku mendapat 10 A untuk SPM
Hahahaha mungkin kalian ingat aku gila kerana sangat berterima kasih
kepada Allah hanya kerana terdapat peningkatan markah dalam ketiga2 subjek itu
Tapi kalian silap, susah ow nak skor 3 subjek sakai tu!!!
Alhamdullilah > < Yahoooooo!!!!

assalamualikum

Imma on the house!
Yea... today I'm a bit eccentric $$
I don't know why?

So, today I nak postkan sedikit about what happens to me for this past few weeks.
First of all, I am a bit relaxed. In fact, the time I told you guys that I am sooooo out of time, I realised something that I should do before, which I didn't do and... I'm kinda...(blank) it. Well look, if anyone says that tuition or extra classes will help you, be better in examination, they are QUITE wrong. If some says that tuition is the only resources we should depend on, then they're TOTALLY WRONG! Its the self-study that you should do, the most important thing you should, should, should do for examination.

Trust me (for all Malaysians), the smartest people in Malaysia is people before taking any exams. So, I'm one of them. Therefore, you should trust me ok?

Secondly, HAHAHAHA Afs has contacted me through e-mail. Unfortunately, they don't send me to Japan, as like what I have asked for, they are sending me to .... Finland!!!!! That is majorly crazy. Yup! I'm a bit terrified but the rest, I'm super excited about it. But only after a few talks and discussions with my parent and I decide to let the offer go. Bye ! > < huh~ Why? Lat me just keep that to myself. Best not to let you all busy body people knows bleuk~

Next, alhamdullilah. Penilaian 1 had just finished yesterday. alhamdullilah alhamdullilah. OMG! that is soooooo difficult. difficult to eat, difficult to sleep, difficult to breathe, difficult to poop, difficult to do everything and anything! difficult difficult difficult difficult difficult XD So, I'm kinda feel confident in PHY and ADDM3. Yup, something tells me, I got a lot better for both subjects. and I'm super excited to see the results. Lets just hope this time, it's much better than last year kay? So goodbye!!! until I type again BE

Form 5

Assalamualikum WBT

Urm,, this time i want to make a mix-up BM and Eng post XD

Kay kay Alya, I know you are reading.

Apa-apa jelah. Ika nak cerita how pack is my Form 5 life. Just tonight I  got time!!!! Okay.... so,  next week is the first semester break and I was like NONONONONOOONO!!!! I'm gonna miss school!!

Do you guys know, baru aje baru2 ni I started to get along with my friends (Sejak jade outsider ><).
And I was like, WHAT THE!? Kenapa cuti???? But oh well, diorang pun kena BK. Ika jadi outsider, every day dapat jumpa parents.

Let's continue - Form 5.....
Tomorrow is Friday. Habis je sekolah terus ZUPP! Cameron Highlands! Pokcu support satu banglo dekat sana. Meh! Whatever lah! The best part is starting Monday, going to Tuesday, then we meet wednesday (eventually ika tengah menanyi lagu dlm cerita the sounds of music) I'll be attending tuition lessons untilllllll Friday! Phew! Awesome kan? 8.00 - 4.30pm everyday! Like Hell! So yea, that's first.

Bayangkan sekarang ni sekolah pun dah ada program sendiri. For top 4..2). It is being called as Program JUARA.... Cliche, I know. So this program is going to be held at night. AT NIGHT! I mean like... petang tu pun dah ade kelas tambahan, then, malam ada kelas JUARA, then SAT and SUN are kelas tuition from 8.00 till 4.30..... I'm so doomed

Rakyat Malaysia yang dikasihi oleh PM nya, tolonglah doakan Ika tak pitam before the real exam..... I mean like... then what's the point of studying at first? kan? So, yea..... Anyway, Haziq this one ordinary guy, just asked our ENG teacher on what's the point of studying using skema just now? (Skema ialah japan bagi kertas exam) And the teacher was stunned... She can't answer it nor can she deny it. So if any of you got the answers or suggestions you may comment about it.

MOTIVATION QUOTES:

SPM SPM SPM, clock is ticking, future is heading toward us.
I'm not being silent. I'm not being scared.
I'm just confused what will lay in front of me when I step away from my comfort zone.
What will I see through the path before I reach the infamous sakarattulmaut?
What type of people will I see out there? What about my other half?
See... FEARS. FEARS is all I am. but that's okay cause it will be just FOR NOW.

Spying

SPYING

It seems that my blog is being spied by a violent trojan/hacker called Puteri Alya Medina binti Ibrahim. HEHEHE... I know you are watching me.......XD

Great!

Great!

New case shows up. Mum comes back home.... haha, after scolding Darwisy for his unreliableness, carelessness and being unappreciative for his belongings. It's 6.30 pm and she demand Abang to go and fetch his belongings that was left in class alone. I luv that, The idea of torturing him is awesome but there's one thing that I have to disagree with her which is she told my aunty that all his exercise books was not taken good care of and got crumple on all of the sides. Do you know, we stayed up one night to wrap his books and he didn't appreciate that? Hell Yea! He was a he and better yet, he was a 9 years old boy. Yea, I know he can differentiate between poops and chocolates but I don't think he can take good care of his belongings with so much care and matured at this time of age. I mean, puh-lease! Can't you figure that out. Look, I'm annoying, I'm annoyed and I'm trying to manage it. but adulthood, parenting-hood and especially mothers are so hard to deal with. They are too special, too unique. We can't go against her nor can we deny her care and love for us but mum, you should know by now, boys WILL be boys. 

Reporting:
BadriSyah99

I have a blast day!

I have a blast day!

Haha.. Dad let me drove on the road, with a car and with his guidance in 0.8% trust! I'm so happy, because just about last week, dad almost got furious of me trying to drove on the road with only my sister who just got her P - license and without his permission. Ok, I have to admit. If my children do that to me too, they may be actually never see the sun sets again. Yes, It was easy. but it will be a great challenge for new-drivers like me. Now, I'm 82% confident in driving the car after having it tested just now. I'm pretty sure, I succeed in convincing my father and my mum too, to let me take the L -license ASAP. Yea, I know. I sounded like I'm rushing the time but the time travel so fast and I just want more thrill into my life. I want to feel my adrenaline rushed getting into university, love, getting married, having ****...haha and other stuff that adults do. I want it all, and I want it now! World waits for no women whose not brave enough to take challenges and beat all the obstacles along the way. I will not be that women. Full Stop. Wish me your luck. I need them.

Reporting:
BadriSyah99

Look

Look!

I am 17. My aunty convince me that letting your child go freely after school is over without supervise them is wrong. Sorry, I forgot to mention that her children is going to start school in standard 1 next year and the one that is letting the child go without supervise them is the teachers. That's insane! I've been in that spot and I'm sure she too has been there. We just have to do mistakes, lots and lots of time and then we learn from it. Our brain never stops changing our minds. Once we set to do something, we change it again and that what's make the adult worried for us. What I'm actually trying to say here is, dude, Grow up! You don't have to be scared of your children's safety that badly. You spoil them too much by having them to take a nap at the evening and send them to private school. It's not like I am an anti- private school or what, but I've cried the first day of school in standard 1 and hacks, I'm still alive. And yes, I am the combination of  X and Z generation. Hey, I was born 99 but it was close to 2000. So, I was1/2 90's and 1/2 21st generation. So, GROW UP!

Reporting,
BadriSyah99

Assalamualaikum W.B.T,      

      I feel stupid. First of all, I can’t agree to a lot of things and the worst part is, it seems that I hate my mum. Mum is not an adventurous type of person. Well, people are born with adventurous traits, not forced into them. And so, particularly, mum hates being one of the tribes. She falsely accused me of being late coming back from school just because she was the one that drove the car at a slow rate.  In my opinion, I think she would just give the engine a boost of horse power and let it glide gracefully on the road with full confident. But, she just aren't born with that type of confidence level. She is a scared-cat. She scared at a lot of things like the bus, the vans, the trucks, the lorries, the motorcycles, the big huge cars and SmartTag. Well, I’m not sure whether she’s scare of the cars behind her when she is using the SmartTag, but I think she just hates being stuck at the middle of the toll when the SmartTag thing rejects it’s machine. Funny right? And sometimes she’s just being a big crybaby. I mean, her supervisor is going to move out and she is the person that was responsible for the job. But, instead she refuse being on the awesome spot because she knew deep down in herself that she has no sense of leadership. She’s wrong and maybe right. She holds one of the most hardest job in school which is being the teacher that is responsible for the school’s magazine. Nobody like that job and no teacher is as dedicated as hers. She maybe the pres. but she doesn’t act as a leader in her team. Most of the work was done by her or her family and that is not good, it’s bad. So in conclusion, I don’t give much respect to her as an idol but a respect for being a great mother. But seriously I’m telling you, she can’t be my friend. Dad can be that for me. She can only be a comfort mother, a reliable mother, a trustworthy mother, a dedicated mother and a loving mother. Haih… it’s really hard when you outsmart your own mother. I maybe a 17 years old girl, but I can think better know. I’m actually glad that mum raised me perfectly like this. I mean I am a reflection of her. What am I now, is what she is when she’s young or maybe what she hoped for. So, now I’m just giving back. Giving back to her everything that she taught me. Thanks to my wonderful friends and society that has also contribute into me being a jerk now. Thanks to my dedicated teachers for also teaching me a slice of life in classes. Thanks animals for teaching me what loving nature means. Thanks objects for generating my creativity skills. Thanks a bunch again. I hope for the best on my next entry. I hope, I’m no longer hate my mother and I hope I can control my egoist level and stop being a jerk-ass person that talk bull-shits about her mother in her blog. Thank you.