Assalamualaikum W.B.T,      

      I feel stupid. First of all, I can’t agree to a lot of things and the worst part is, it seems that I hate my mum. Mum is not an adventurous type of person. Well, people are born with adventurous traits, not forced into them. And so, particularly, mum hates being one of the tribes. She falsely accused me of being late coming back from school just because she was the one that drove the car at a slow rate.  In my opinion, I think she would just give the engine a boost of horse power and let it glide gracefully on the road with full confident. But, she just aren't born with that type of confidence level. She is a scared-cat. She scared at a lot of things like the bus, the vans, the trucks, the lorries, the motorcycles, the big huge cars and SmartTag. Well, I’m not sure whether she’s scare of the cars behind her when she is using the SmartTag, but I think she just hates being stuck at the middle of the toll when the SmartTag thing rejects it’s machine. Funny right? And sometimes she’s just being a big crybaby. I mean, her supervisor is going to move out and she is the person that was responsible for the job. But, instead she refuse being on the awesome spot because she knew deep down in herself that she has no sense of leadership. She’s wrong and maybe right. She holds one of the most hardest job in school which is being the teacher that is responsible for the school’s magazine. Nobody like that job and no teacher is as dedicated as hers. She maybe the pres. but she doesn’t act as a leader in her team. Most of the work was done by her or her family and that is not good, it’s bad. So in conclusion, I don’t give much respect to her as an idol but a respect for being a great mother. But seriously I’m telling you, she can’t be my friend. Dad can be that for me. She can only be a comfort mother, a reliable mother, a trustworthy mother, a dedicated mother and a loving mother. Haih… it’s really hard when you outsmart your own mother. I maybe a 17 years old girl, but I can think better know. I’m actually glad that mum raised me perfectly like this. I mean I am a reflection of her. What am I now, is what she is when she’s young or maybe what she hoped for. So, now I’m just giving back. Giving back to her everything that she taught me. Thanks to my wonderful friends and society that has also contribute into me being a jerk now. Thanks to my dedicated teachers for also teaching me a slice of life in classes. Thanks animals for teaching me what loving nature means. Thanks objects for generating my creativity skills. Thanks a bunch again. I hope for the best on my next entry. I hope, I’m no longer hate my mother and I hope I can control my egoist level and stop being a jerk-ass person that talk bull-shits about her mother in her blog. Thank you.